fairytale.

If I could go back in time..

I used to stay awake just to remember what I did last summers. I used to think about my mistakes, about everything I said. I started to miss all the things I did with my friends.

I don't know why I'm thinking about the past, right now, when everything is already done.

I often have the feeling that I must repair all the wrong, but I'm a little bit afraid.

Now, I found someone who I thought I'll never speak with, ever again, and I hesitate whenever I bring to myself talk with that person.

I don't even know what to do, to not repeat my mistakes.

My scars remind me that the past is real and it can't be changed.

Hey you, do you know that you're the person I've been thinking of? No, of course not.

But anyway, how are you? Was your life good without me? I hope you were thinking about me, sometimes too, because now I know how important you were to me. And now, I can't let go the past. *Do you remember what 'ren' means? I do.* I don't know why I'm now in tears... Did you forget everything? I didn't. I thought I could let the past behind and forget you, but the truth is that I couldn't and now I miss you. I'm changed, I left my vanity behind, can't you see? Hey you, I want to get you back, shall I? But, are those sunny days really gone? If you would take my hand, I'll never let you go again.

Labels: Anto, Back in time, Last summers, Past

POSTED BY Unknown ON Wednesday, 9 March 2011 @ 19:55