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2nd Chapter - Turn Back the Pendulum

Note: Thank you for everything, Berry. Because of you, the rain has stopped falling.

It seems like all of my feelings are driving me crazy. Even when I dream it seems like my sanity can't take it anymore. When I wake up it feels like I'm losing a piece of reality. I want to run away from everything, I want to forgive every word he said, I want to be forgiven for everything I've done. I always had the feeling of emptiness, and, indeed, I was empty. I had found a heart that filled that hole. The feelings of love didn't disappear and weren't replaced, but my heart's wish for freedom is getting stronger. To find strength to move forward I searched for something that could send me back to my inner world, where I am safe from everything. I found that strength in something I never thought I'll go back to, something that, even if is not real, it makes me feel as if it is. As I said, it's time to turn back the pendulum, to go back in time, to find the moment when everything started and to erase all the suffering. It's time for the rain clouds to collide and vanish. The loneliness I feel when the clouds are gathering and the sky becomes so dark will be just an other rusty memory someday. I want to fly away , to feel that that everything I love belongs to me; I want it to be real. Antoo, do you remember what I asked you a short while ago? I hope you do. You know what happened, you know my feelings and my desires, and the most important thing, you know what I need. Now, I need someone who can protect me, who will say "Don't worry, you'll be fine. I'll make sure of it.", someone who'll do anything for me... like Berry does.

P.S.:Damn! What I'd do to have you near.. I wish you were here.

Thank you Berry, Antoo.| Back to the first chapter.

Labels: 1st Chapter, 2nd Chapter, Avril Lavigne Songs, Feelings, Forget, New World, Thank You

POSTED BY Unknown ON Monday, 4 July 2011 @ 16:39