This bouncing feeling of anxiety and excitement and warmth, all blending together is like a sweet restraint whenever I call your name. Those strong arms around my chest that are embracing me whenever the rain starts to fall, and that big, weird and warm, maybe creepy smile on your face, are like a bitter-sweet image that will never fade. I still look at your furrowed brows that are just to mask your true feelings, your heart. And yet, I can't imagine how people can't see that kindness in your eyes that are sharing so much love for the beloved ones.

"Leave everything to me. I will protect you!" these words are taunting me, and whenever I hear your voice I feel, somewhat, safe. And still, I see that will of yours to win, to be stronger for every one's sake, to know that everyone around you found happiness. Such an irrelevant things you say! You still didn't notice the way everyone is worried that you'll be missing, that you'll disappear from our sight, but you never stop, even if we try to pull you back.

I don't know why people support you whatever path you choose. Maybe it's because of your innocence? or maybe because you're ambition to become the man who protects everyone and fights for their sake?

But I know one thing: you gave me the strength to move on, to forget and forgive, to get through every wall that was built to stop me from getting stronger and happier. And that's the reason I will stand up with you forever.