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Apart - Dreams about a summer night

You know that scratching feeling of guilty when you see something you shouldn't? Or that awkward feeling when you're facing that person you don't want to remember of? All those strange things among with your face, taunting, laughing at me. I always dream of you, but I don't understand why? Even if you are my ideal boy, you are still...
Since childhood we were always together. As we grew up, we became more distant. Now, I barely see you. Two different schools in two different cities. Even if we live in the same place, the same village, the same city, we can't see each other. I don't recall the age when I started to have those dreams. Was I 12? Or 13? I don't remember. I know some pieces from those dreams: you were embracing me, you held me tight in your arms, you kissed me countless times. You were always there for me, in my dreams, and whenever I had a problem, you were the first person who gave me his hand.

Do you know, what kind of dreams were those I had? No, nobody knows, except me. I never told my girl friends every detail about every dream I had, they don't know those things. I don't know what to do anymore. No, I'll never fall in love with you; it's too dangerous, and yet forbidden, and I could never dare to have such feelings. But still, why I'm longing, in my dreams, to feel your arms around me, holding me tight? You... I wonder what you'll think if you'll ever to find out? When I think about it, I start to laugh; your big eyes that are betraying your astonishment. Yeah, that is the kind of face you'll make. No, I don't plan to ever tell you about it, because, for the rest of my life, you're my beloved

❝Lately I've been walking walking in circles, watching, waiting for something; feel me, touch me, heal me, come take me higher❞

Tell me, do you remember this song?

Labels: Apart, Beloved, Dreams, Feelings, Strange

POSTED BY Unknown ON Sunday, 25 September 2011 @ 21:09