fairytale.

Leaves.

Let the blood colored leaf to fall upon your head.

And it's been so long since the last time I've wrote something about me. Well, I was frightened about the passing of time, going back to school, seeing my colleagues and my friends, seeing B. But it wasn't the case anymore, because he isn't there anymore. I've been left, in a way, alone, but I don't mind.
I'm here, a prisoner in my inner world, where I can do anything I feel like. I always rush home when I get the chance to, just to begin to write on my stories. I need a light to show me the road to the world of my dreams, but it never comes. This last summer I read a lot of mangas, about the love between two people, that true love that you can feel once in a life time. Yes, I want to know how that love feels, how crazy you can be driven by it.

The time won't stop just to let me admire the landscapes of my life. It always rushes forward the future that isn't always that bright and loving. I want to escape, but I can't find my wings; I want to escape, but I can't find any strength. I'm simply lifeless and emotionless by the time passes. Maybe I need something to redeem me? I don't know. And even if I smile, it doesn't mean that I'm truly happy.
Yes, I will listen to others' stories, I will smile and laugh, I will comfort them, but I will always bring the wing of that loneliness, I only know how it feels, over myself.
But remember, I will always smile.

Labels: Alone, Leaves, Loneliness

POSTED BY Unknown ON Saturday, 24 September 2011 @ 21:56