I had a dream about him. I was with one of my ex-classmates that transferred into another city, just like him, on our way back home, by train. I started to suddenly think about Boo. My ex-classmate said something, but I can't remember clearly what, but suddenly he said to me that Boo "Came back just to see me", and in the next moment I saw him entering the wagon, with some belts on his wrists. I smiled, I was happy that I could see him again, that he came back just "for me", "just to see me". In the next moment, I was sitting in a car, with him, talking, laughing.

I woke up suddenly, and I realized that he disappeared once the dream ended.

I just want to see him one more time. They said that if you cannot see a person for a long time, you'll forget about him, but I didn't. Memories are supposed to fade.What's wrong with my heart?

I never thought that it'll be this hard. My chest hurts whenever I remember about him, about the year we spent in the same room. I regret that I didn't say anything all those time, that I just watched him and never confessed. Whenever I think about it, I want to go back and change it, but I can't. And now, it's too late.

I wish to see him. I want to talk to him one more time. I want to hear his laugh one more time. And.. I want to hear his voice one more time. And I'm still wondering if you ever thought about me, even for a second, If you still remember me, If you want to see me ever again.

If I had five lives, I'll be in five different cities,, I'll go to five different schools I'll have five different jobs, but, in all those lives, I wish I could fall in love with the same person. I still carry with me, in my heart, the image of you.

One more time, just one more time, and I'll be fine on my own. I wish I would say "goodbye" properly to him, because the last time I didn't know he'll disappear so suddenly from my sight.

And all of these are happening, because, I still love you.