fairytale.

Unexpected

It was like the whole world stopped for a second and my legs were far too weak to walk forward.
I could recognize you with just one glance and my heart felt heavy and numb. I was following you with teary eyes and thinking about all those questions "Why would I meet you now?", "Why after so much time?", "What would be if..". My mind was far away, in the past, in the time I spent watching over you. I forgot my own words and felt like I was deaf, while my body could hardly move.
It was so sudden... To feel your gaze upon me, to have our eyes meet after so much time, to know you're there, in front of me, ignoring my being, even if I felt so much about you. I, still, can't complain, because I never told you.. Yes, I never told you what I should have said, but now it's a little too late. My voice was shaking when I was going home with Ioana, and she asked me "Are you crying or is it because of the wind?". Such a silly question! I was just keeping my tears from falling, thinking about you all over again.
I remember your words, your voice, your laugh, your eyes, your smile. But why? Why would I if I moved on? I don't know anymore. Ioana said you were looking at me in a weird way. I don't get it, but I didn't dare to ask her about what she said.

My dearest past, I remember what promise I made when we were about to part ways without even knowing,

You can count on me for life.

Labels: Boo, Feelings, Heartbroken, Loneliness, Past, two words, Unexpected

POSTED BY Unknown ON Monday, 12 March 2012 @ 22:40