fairytale.

Bondless

I never once regretted that we could talk to each other again, like we used to in those years. I thought we're unbreakable, but I was wrong, maybe. You know that I cannot love a sudden change in one's heart, and I cannot forgive a third time. I'm wondering what I'll do when we're gonna break it up. Maybe I'll close my heart again to those around me, or maybe I'm just going to easily let it go. I don't know and I don't even want to. It all changed, but I thought "To hell with it! It won't change anything between the two of us. We're always be the same as we are now." and I was disappointed. We were like diamonds in the sun, never once shattered; gleaming and beautiful, that's what our bond was. I thought we are endless, but what will happen when the end will sprinkle its way to the two of us? Will you find shelter in another person? Will you ruthlessly run away from me? I can't get a hold of you for three months now, you won't talk to anyone, you say you don't know what to tell me and you just depress yourself over useless things. We're young and free; even so, you want to be bound to that one person. Sometimes I really wonder if this is the best time for us to remain faithful to the sole idea of having a lover.
Tell me, will you let me go? I let you go once and regretted it every single time I remembered about us. Will you be able to do the same?

Even if we're not going to be forever, please, just shine beautifully from now on, because I won't be there for you at those hard times.

Labels: Bondless, Farewell, Forget, Goodbye, Let It Go, Painless

POSTED BY Unknown ON Friday, 30 November 2012 @ 18:51