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Useless

Counting all different ideas, drifting away,
Past and present they don't matter;
Now the future's sorted out.
We're drifting apart. For a while now, I forgot about you and then suddenly my mind remembered your face. But why is it that I feel no longer that closeness between us and merely see you as a stranger passing by in my life? You said that I'm disturbing you, that I'm annoying because I needed to assure myself of the place I held in your heart, but don't worry because this is farewell. I don't know if we'll ever cross paths again, but I'm sure that we'll never be what we used to.
But I know that I don't need you anymore. I have found something more precious to me now. Indeed, you used to be that one person I trust the most, but when did this thing change? I'm the kind of person that longs for attention, insecure of my importance towards the others. Even so, you couldn't satisfy this need of mine.
And no, I don't want to hear your thoughts. I let my guard down around you and even put aside my pride, trying to tie you to me; useless

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POSTED BY Unknown ON Friday, 15 February 2013 @ 21:47
Stainless
I wonder if it'll last this time. I finally got my smile back and my heart feels at ease; I really hope it won't change again. I felt so happy when I heard those words coming from her mouth "I never got along so well with any other friends as I do with you". 
They say "Count your blessings before they're gone". I wonder if it's too late for me now to try and look back at the past. I'm really wondering... Who knows?
Maybe it'll soon be better. But I'm grateful. I found new friends even though I lost some, but I gathered the courage to stop this merry-go-round. Because I'm a happy-go-lucky kind of person, I have to organise everything by myself and find my own path so that I can stay down to earth. Is it wrong?
Time to say goodbye and step off of it now

 Thank you for being my friends,
also, goodbye to my friends-in-name

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POSTED BY Unknown ON Friday, 1 February 2013 @ 19:28
Breathless

I never thought we'll ever meet again. I never thought you'll recognise me even though you were walking behind me with a crowd. Your voice calling out my name, but I didn't spare a second thought to the idea of turning around to see who was calling me.
Your arm around my shoulder, holding me tight, speaking to me in a gentle manner, more refined than I remembered. I was pulling away, but you were following me, as if you didn't want to let me go. I never knew that your voice could sound like you were regretting something, nor that your eyes could express your feelings of joy so lovely. I still wonder why you care more about me trying to get away, than your girlfriend who you forced to come along. You were keeping me on your right side, until the time to split up came.
I don't remember what you said to me at that time because I was mesmerised by your behaviour and the way you gently caressed me face. Your face was close to me and I quickly noticed your unsettled eyes that looked as if you wanted to say something more.
Next time we meet, would you tell me what you wanted to say?

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POSTED BY Unknown ON Monday, 31 December 2012 @ 23:45
Bondless
I never once regretted that we could talk to each other again, like we used to in those years. I thought we're unbreakable, but I was wrong, maybe. You know that I cannot love a sudden change in one's heart, and I cannot forgive a third time. I'm wondering what I'll do when we're gonna break it up. Maybe I'll close my heart again to those around me, or maybe I'm just going to easily let it go. I don't know and I don't even want to. It all changed, but I thought "To hell with it! It won't change anything between the two of us. We're always be the same as we are now." and I was disappointed. We were like diamonds in the sun, never once shattered; gleaming and beautiful, that's what our bond was. I thought we are endless, but what will happen when the end will sprinkle its way to the two of us? Will you find shelter in another person? Will you ruthlessly run away from me? I can't get a hold of you for three months now, you won't talk to anyone, you say you don't know what to tell me and you just depress yourself over useless things. We're young and free; even so, you want to be bound to that one person. Sometimes I really wonder if this is the best time for us to remain faithful to the sole idea of having a lover.
Tell me, will you let me go? I let you go once and regretted it every single time I remembered about us. Will you be able to do the same?

Even if we're not going to be forever, please, just shine beautifully from now on, because I won't be there for you at those hard times.

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POSTED BY Unknown ON Friday, 30 November 2012 @ 18:51
Painless

"Imagine, you're the Queen of Everything as far as the eye can see"
Sometimes I'm wondering if you really believe those words. To be honest, I think you changed into something I can barely recognize. Your innocence is far gone, and you're left with nothing. How is your life now? Are you happy? Yes, I guess so. It's easy to be blinded by other people and forget someone else. No matter how much I try to reach your hand, you turn your back at me. Oh, well, that's your choice. I think, from now on, I won't think of you as one of my important people, because, you, too, do the same thing. I believe we used to say that we'll never change, but here we are, walking on different paths. The clouds are gathering and I'm still hoping that you'll turn around. Pretty stupid of me to cling to you like that. From now on, let's pretend we never met. Yes, that will be the best thing I can do for now. You know, I don't want you in my life if you are going to remain as you are now, because you're simply a stranger to me.
We're not family, nor friends, we're nothing in this very moment. How long has it been since the last time we've talked? How many days will pass before we'll go back to how we were at the beginning of summer? Can we really forget the time we spent together so easily, in the blink of an eye?
As the days wear on I'm not gonna remember your name and we'll say, once again, farewell.

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POSTED BY Unknown ON Monday, 5 November 2012 @ 12:38
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